Hey gurl hey! OMG, I’ve been away forever. ????? I promise I’m going to be more consistent in a few months. I’ve sooooo many content ideas that I’ve been racking up on. For now, I wanted to fill you in on my life. ?
So last year in November, I remember sitting on my bed and I said “God please release me. I don’t have any kids here. (Jacksonville, Fl) I don’t have any attachments. Please let me go.” I prayed that prayer and went on my way. After, I graduated from college, my Bishop spoke into my life and said “God told me to release you but I don’t want to. He then begin to speak other things that I will share at a later time.” At the time, I was planning on moving to NewYork, Los Angeles (top choice) or Atlanta.
After, I spent time praying and asking God for directions, I knew Atlanta was my starting point. I spent 6 months to plan so I thought, but when it was time for me to move all my planning had failed. For two weeks, I kept hearing “if you want something you’ve never had then you’ve to do something you never done.” If you know me then you’ll know that I am a planner. I have to have everything planned out, such as, my living conditions and job. I was very hesitant to leave Jacksonville when all of my plans failed because I moved away before to Miami and I had to return back home. Moving away was a great fear for me. I experienced anxiety at night for a month straight until I just said, “ok, God I trust you.” I am just going to go and that’s what I did. A month ago, I packed whatever I could fit in my car and left. My first day in the city within hours I had a job. BUT, I turned it down. Most people would think I’m crazy but at this point in my life I have nothing to lose. I am happy and that’s what’s important. I will reveal more as I get my mojo back for blogging.
Ps. The same job called me back so I have a job and I’ll be getting an apartment soon. Xoxo keep me in your prayers ??